I could feel life sliding out of me , the feeling that the slow end was near ,did not make too much of a difference , I still could hear commotion around me ,Yet in all the craziness that was around me ,all I could make out was her face ,stained with tears ,everything else was slipping away into nothingness.
I was bleeding profusely ,her hand was pressed against my side trying to stop the bleeding,nothing mattered , I was past the point of pain of feeling ,there was nothing to regret about ,nothing to complain for,I lived my life for myself ,I never appeased to please anyone,yet the only thing that was pulling me back to life was her , the desperation she was showing to bring me back to life.
The journey we took through the past two years , reenacted itself before my eyes,every moment of it seemed to be repeating itself ,hazy at first but as the time passed through ,the memories were solid as stones to me, from the day we tied the knot ,the day my daughter Swapnika was born ,to the day Swarnisha said enough is enough time for us to be friends rather than be married ,to this day where I lay lost within her grasp ,everything went by in my mind.
Looking into her eyes ,I managed to smile and say ,"Don't be sad ,Bysun has finally been run aground ,Just promise me that ,you never will look back. I didn't even have the time to reach her hand ,it was the light for me,never to look back again.

Keep writing, I see a great writer making in way. The greatest skill is to express pain in words. Keep it going.......
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